OH MY GOD AND HER USING HER MAGIC TO TRY AND CHEER HIM UP IS JUST CAUSING HIM EXTRA MISERY BECAUSE SHE IS ENJOYING IT NOW. THE MOMENT SHE STOPS VIEWING IT AS A BURDEN IS THE MOMENT THAT HIM BEING WITH HER WOULD ROB HER OF THAT.
So every time Emma seems to indulge in her magic is an extra knife in Hook’s ribs because he sees her happiness in finally embracing herself and he know that he wants to kiss her and relish that happiness with her, but if he did, he’d just take it all away.
KITIWITZ YOU ARE THE WORST.
You feel things deeply, and with or without [your heart] you feel things with your whole soul.